Blue

I woke in dreaming the thought of you hit me like the smell of wine the morning after too wounded to try, red

I grab for him in my dreams and try to suck him inside his stomach rippling ass hard with wanting I cum, blue

Moving was not an option I stayed there to avoid you hours dripping past brain free to swim true breathing, blue

I find a video that reminds me of him, I masterbate for a while trying to remember what it’s like to be fucked, blue

I finally rise and tell you to leave I don’t love you I don’t like you I can’t live or breath I can’t exist with you here “GO”, red

It may not be him when you’re gone but it will be someone to taste and allow and slide and grab and smell, blue

And quickly you will dopple drain away gulleted down and fuck off fading distortions pale red to pink to grey, blue